---cOuSiNs gAtHeRiNg---
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
haha i noe i haven being updating for a long time..anyway nthing much to update also hehe...okie yday was a fun day..cos my cousin, Danny, act ask us out..or should i say he nvr ask us out b4 haha..but it was quite fun..its lyk since we nvr go out tgt b4 so becomes more excited abt it haha..he asked jamie my sis and i..so we met up at ard 145 at heerens..hehe..cos he wan to pierce his tragus..which was lyk..omg..we felt the pain for him sia haha..whn we went to enquire abt it we were shock tht it act cost $61..but thn at least they do it professionally ba hehe...but while waiting for the ear stud to be steralize..we went to took the "neoprint" haha..its quite fun a mermory to be kept...aft tht we went to sakae buffet lunch haha...finally i manage to fufil my own wish hehe..but thn these 2 "bitch" really can "kill" the both of us..they say they sure can eat cos very hungry...but thn its the other way round lor...there is lyk so many free things..e.g each person is entitled to 2 portion of fruit, mochi ice cream, a bowl of udon, and 2 selected red plates item..and we were lyk stuffing thos thing dwn our throat lor..esp the soft-shell crab..cannot eat too much..get sick of it very easily..we ordered 2 plates of tht and the reamaining 8 plates of tori karage(fried chicken)..OMG!!! i tink its freaking fattening for yday meal lor..half way thru the meal Shindy(Dan's gf) came...but she didnt eat much also..cos she wast hungry..and we contd stuffing ourself..o/w there will be charges for wastage of food lor..during the meal alot of hilarious thing happening..really laugh ur way thru..really make u feel even more full..haha...aft tht Dan keep asking us to watch The Eye 10..OMG...can u believe it..i act went to watch but thru out the show i really keep trying to covering my eyes lor..its so ugly lor..cos i act sit beside a guy..dunno who the heck is it lah..totally no xing xiang liao lor..omg..wat eva...the best thing is my sis and i haven watch horror movie for dunno how long liao lor..the show is so shocking tht at the end of the show i feel lyk puking sia..maybe is really too full liao ba..sickening sia..thn i tink i saw the guys who sat beside me aft the movie at the toilet..haha but who cares..cos they also nt those good-looking wan hehe..oopx...but thn this show is really too ridiculous and funny lot..omg...only certain part is shocking...but the ending sux lor..omg...wat eva...aft the movie we were tinking where to go..thn jamie thot of coming over our place partly is she dun really dare to go back on her own also lah..although nt really freak out by the show..but somehw will feel uneasy also hehe...but who noes in the end we end up at amk kbox wif Dan's bro there also haha..so we went to sang until 2 lor..aft tht went back hme and slp haha...thts abt all ba...and today..haha..i jus came back aft praying my ah ma in the temple...but will be heading to SIM ltr wif dajie..cos she wan to reg a course there thn tink she will wan to go Cityhall ba..dunno..but nite time will be meetin Ger they all for dinner ba..i tink so lah..dunno gt any chgs ant haiz..ltr thn cfm wif her haha...okie the end haha..
1:09 PM
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I'm Back...........
Friday, March 25, 2005
omg..i noe tht i haven being updating for quite a while already...HURRAY!!!...my internet is finally back liao..its such a nice thing lor..hehe..i haven being online for dunno how long liao ah..sickening sia hehe..anyway there is too many things to be updated i tink i will only say the super recent wan haha...tht is my trip from thailand...hehe...okie for those who dunno tht i have disappear frm sg for abt 4 days ba..hehe...cos i went to thailand wif my mum sis cousins aunties and dajie hehe...for a shoppoing spree sia..nt shiok enuff haha..if only i can stay there longer...thn can buy more stuff...the things there are so cheap lor..its lyk i'm a wealthy person there but whn back to sg..i am jus another poor fella haha...so sad sia..hehe..anyway..its quite fun lah..esp whn u get to bargain which is lyk the lower u can get the happier u r..cos u cant experience tht in sg wan lor..so diff to bargain here sia...haha...on the first day we arrived we already went to shop haha..but didnt really bought much cos tinking tht on the 3rd can get to buy more mah..but who noes on the 3rd day went back to the same shopping mall haha...anyway...we went to the nite market also haha..and its quite complicated there ba..u can peek into the the pub thn u see all the gers wearing bikini and dancing on the table top..i really wonder where their courage come from..best thing some wear g-string only lor..hai yo...thn i really wonder if really all are pure gers or tansversites haha...*oopz*thn 2nd day my uncle brought us to pattaya..haha...although didnt really shop much but thn the lunch was practically the best one sia...all the seafoods..yummy..tinking now makes me drool too *oopz* hehe...its totally delicious lor..the tom yam soup is practically irristable sia..althought i dun really take spicy food hehe..but thn its simply to yummy liao haha...hahathn aft tht we went back to hotel to wait for my uncle's wife & 2 of his sons to come haha..can u imagine they are so handsome and adorable lor..hehe..kind of hyperactive also lah haha..boys wat can u expect haha..aft tht we nvr went shopping liao...instead slack ard in the hotel...so the last day to shop liao..my mentality was..i tink i left too much $$ wif me liao..its time to spend all liao haha..cos i really nvr buy anything much until the last day..all i shop was..bags and shoes hehe..cannot make it sia..even my mum also shock whn we reach hme..she say i siao..haha..and best thing all white in color some more..cos the rest not nice wan lor..and also nt enuff lor...sad sia..nt enuff to give to some of my frenz...haiz..so sorrie to some ya..nvr get the chance to buy more timing too rush liao haiz..if only can stay one more day will be fun liao hehe..anyway thts abt it liao..cos on the 4th day i need to catch a 12pm flight so didnt have the time to shop..except slacking in airport haha..k lah thts abt it lah..hmm..thn since i come back on tue...on wed i have being busy wif my sis and cousin appealing thing..really make all of us worry only esp my cousin..haiz headache sia..this yr intake really too ridiculous liao..cannot make it sia..she didnt get enrol into any of the courses she chose lor..omg...hopefully this appeal can get her to somewhere...and i also went to reg my uni liao at tmc..hopefully i didnt make the wrong choice this time cos..aft applying i dunno y dun seems to feel rite abt it haha..maybe its bcos i really too tired liao..aft going ard frm poly to poly wif them..thn aft tht meet yt & annie for dinner..i was so happie to see them lor..miss them too much liao..but thn bcos my stuff haven sort out so haven pass to them yet hehe..maybe nxt wk ba haha..thn yday i was slacking at hme...rotting..until evening time went to meet ts for dinner and at the same time take thing from him lor..hehe..only thn i realise tht i haven met him for nearly 2 mths liao..bleahz...kind of bad lor..everytime i wait until something happen thn meet him..tink i am really very mean muz chg haha..maybe he is nt the only one i treat lyk tht ba..so i muz apologize to those whom i have treated lyk tht b4 wor hehe "sOrRiE!!"i will try my best to chg hehe...thn aft tht my pri sch fren shufen came to join us also lor..so as usual...kana suan by ts also lor hehe..but she okie lah..she dun mind hehe...as for today..meet amy..pass her the bag i bought for her in thai thn slack ard until ard 4 plus thn i rush back cos my aunty going to fetch us to my another aunty place for dinner hehe..as well as celebrate my little cousin bday haha...thn bought waterbottle for him..but who noes..my mum nvr say properly tht my sis buying..and whn i went to his room...he received 3 water bottles haha..one frm me,my sis and his 2nd sis..haha..and almost bought the same one as the both of them haha...thn aft dinner chat a while thn come back liao..thts y so free to type this out...but b4 tht i having a headache wif my internet sia..hopefully the prob wont come back again ah...otherwise can faint sia...hehe...okie thts abt it lah..too long liao haha...
10:49 PM
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Free Lyk a B|rD..
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
haha...i am finally free liao...doing nothing and slacking almost everyday...haiz...now at the verge of makin another impt decision for the nxt part of my life liao..sad sia..dunno wat to choose thn correct haha...anyway i am quite attracted to study psychology in management/marketing...but thn i nt sure if tht is the rite choice...aft going so tht 2 days of seminar by SMU nthing seems to attact me leh..haiz..until i went to TMC booth whn i saw this uni Monash..which is one of the top 50 uni in the world..i heard of it b4 and which is also y i will go over and talk to the person...hahha...he said quite alot of thing and quite a funny guy also haha..tht me and yt couldnt stp laughing at haha..anyway..yt isnt tht intrested as i am...i guess sometimes its diff to lyk study the same course also..even if we wan to...but if the course doesnt suit thn better nt haha...hmm as for the time being...nthing much happen..or rather the only thing tht bothers me still is still him haha...but nthing much to be said also haha..jus to inform u i wont be able to use the net so often as to update on my stuff haha..unless im at my frenz place or wat so eva..hehe...okie..i tink better end here..cant seems to get the mind straight on wat i wan to say also haha....oh ya..watch HITCH its a nice show hehe..v funny haha...
2:27 PM
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-----I'M NOT OKIE-----
Friday, March 04, 2005
having him back..is making me uneasy..i admit i lyk toking to him..or should i say i jus lyk hearing his voice..i dunno y..but i am quite attracted to his voice..maybe i am jus crazy..but i really start to worry..tht if ever one day we meet..either one of us will stp contacting the other party..i'm nt trying to be mean..but i jus cant help it..i noe i will nvr find a guy lyk renfu or xiezhi(haha...oopx!!)he is quite a weird guy..or maybe should i say intresting..he will jus call me whn he is free..ermm nt necessary too haiz..or more lyk for no reason..cos whn eva i ask him he will jus tell him..cos he feel lyk calling..but thn i realise i gt nthing to tok to him..dunno wat happen thn both of us will end up being quiet on the line for a while..b4 we starts to tok again..he gt his swt side..but thn i am jus nt use to it now..i am always finding ways to argue wif him..i dunno y i does tht..maybe i am jus afraid of having a crush on him..esp whn i haven seen him yet..i dun wan to end up disappointed wif his appearance or the same history repeats again..i tink i have enuff of fobia wif that..the worse thing is we contact each other thru toking on the phone lor..its nt lyk last time only using sms...which i tink is a greater danger lor..cos seriously i dun wish to fall for him yet..i cant afford to have a crush on someone who will come and go..i tink this kind of thing only drives me crazy..even last nite we did chat on the phone..for a while only..b4 he chase me to go to bed..and he said somethings..which really amuses me..and part of me is always telling myself tht i need to ctrl myself..cos i tink i am really dropping my awareness on him liao..so the only thing i wan to do now is to meet up wif him asap..to clear all the doubts i have on him as soon as possible..sometimes really no pt to drag on..its better to settle once and for all on hw i am feeling thn draggin on..as for now..i guess part of me is trusting him more thn the first time he call me..which i dun consider entirely a good thing too..cos..i am jus a ger..someone who can really have a crush easily..but also someone who really takes thing far to easily tht i can forget and give up totally in a r/s..sometimes really its really heartless of me..but i dunno y thts jus me..writing abt him for 2 days liao..its nt good and its bad..i gonna pray hard tht he will nvr pass by this blog one day..seeing all tht i have written haha..i tink will drive him crazy first...anyway today is my last day at wrk..haha finally can take a short break and see wat to do frm there..haha..maybe going to look for part time ba..but now seems lyk still a long way to go..b4 reaching 6..haiz..tired sia..haha..hmm..anyway..nthing much happen yday..xcept went for aerobics class and now my whole body is aching..thn tonite will be meetin mei ai haha..finally have a chance to meet her thn going to kbox and dinner ba if the plan nvr change haha..i guess thts abt it..cya ard..anyway sorry to bored u all wif this kind of nonsence abt tht guy...hehe...
2:20 PM
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He's Back....
Thursday, March 03, 2005
He's back...he called last nite to look for me whn i wasnt hme..but he still call back again at 10 plus...He's the one who appears and disappear in my life...his disappearance will be measured in yrs and his appearance only in 1 or 2 days..I've known him for 7-8 yrs...and he is 2 yrs my senior...i hardly have any impression of him..besides only able to recognize his voice and name..i've nvr seen him b4..but he noes who i am..cos he did something so stupid..i will nt forget..To me he is a guy who is nice to tok to...thotful and swt..but i really have a very big prob..i find myself having difficulty in trusting him again - as a fren. i really gt no idea hw am i suppose to trust him..toking to him for nearly 1 1/2 hr..i realise he is a person whom is really hard to uds and also..someone very mysterious abt his doings...maybe this impression is wat i have all the while esp whn he starts his disappear act...Wat eva he told me last nite..only leave me in dilemma to trust or nt to..i promise to give him a chance to our frenship again..he agreed tht he was the one at fault and apologize..and i was quite mean to him at first..cos my entire mind was really freking pissed off...i dunno wat he wans and i dunno y he will only contact me whn he come back...i really dunno..till now these questions still remain unsolved..all i was tinking was jus to be mean thn forget abt this person..but thn as usual..i didnt manage to do tht...but somehow indirectly i did gave him a piece of my mind..only thn i realise i tink i am too straight forward...and i noe tht i am kind of hurting him...i haven been lyk tht for so long..but i still apologize...To him he said it was okie..cos he really was at fault and tink tht he really owe me an apology cos no matter for hw long i still rem him in the end...and i cant believe it tht i actually told him something whn he assure me tht he wont be leaving again...i actually told him..."dun bother to call me again if u going to leave w/o saying anything"..and i tink he was quite stunned also...i dunno wats wrong..and y i will act have such a big impact on him..i have no ans to tht too..maybe i am really sick of having a fren tht really comes and goes...thn come back and tell u alot of thing which is really unbelievable..cos u dunno whether to belive ant...anyway throughout the entire conversation..we were lyk toking and joking..even whn i am telling him off..but it bcame kind of serious whn he apologize to me..he said he really feel very bad..and i was so stressed out..and told him no need to be so serious ba..aft all its over liao...this was whn i really start to soften dwn on my words...but still the qns is still popping out in my mind..ive being tinking abt it whole nite..as in i really didnt slp well too..I really tink the gap between the both of us is really far to big...i dunno if he feel tht..but i really felt it..i tink i gt prob uds wat hes trying to say..i tink this is the first time he insist on meeting me...or should say in the past he mention it but he will disappear aft the conversation we had tht nite...i dunno wat he is up to..this time he told me tht he was at aust taking his degree(scholar program)..and went to britain...for his masters...now a so-call lawyer in mindef..i dunno wat is tht term he told me last nite..cos i wasnt intrested at all and i am at total lost whn he was tellin me tht...he really is a smart guy whom ive known..he always does wat he tinks shuld be..but the prob is..i am nt trusting wat he said totally...even in terms of his edu i couldnt trust him totally..so nt to mention abt other stuff he mention..i tink the most unbelievable thing tht he told me was tht he sort of have feelings for me..and only realise it whn he was overseas..i was lyk.."DUH!!"..impossible lor..and wanted to woo me whn he came back..but thn tht was whn i was attached to hw..now he say will start all over again..i really wish to tell him..dun bother to ba..i cant even convince myself to trust u..nt to mention to be in a r/s wif u in future lor..but still i prefer to keep it to myself..he had enuff of blows frm me already haha...moreover aft wat i experience wif another guy,T, i noe during clubbing...i really have a greater fobia on him too...cos i dunno whether should i jus lyk treasure this frenship but thn i really scare things will end up jus lyk me and T...all this happen whn u have too much trust in tht person...i am jus so afraid to get hurt again..haiz..i am jus so lost wif this guy...really wonder how i should really handle him..jus gonna takes thing one step at a time ba..aft all hopefully can slowly build up the trust ba..
12:26 PM
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me, myself & i!
Im just who i am..
nothing special..i have nothing to mention abt myself but i believe from my blog..
more or less you guys will have an idea of wat kind of person i am..
Currently studying in SIM-UOL...
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