friday 13 is normally associated with unlucky happenings..to me its not totally an unlucky happening since the 2 kids are here wats is more unlucky thn having them here...yday i went to my aunt place for a barbeque gathering..for the kids as well as a small gathering..so early in the morning she came over and brought the kids over..and this is whn i have a chance to actually start wif my studies..for the past few days with them ard..i could hardly study..its not tht i dont want to go to cc but partly is these 2 kids are really lyk monkeys..they are really figitive and..its not tht easy to handle them alone..which is y i have to help ard...
i tried to study my sociology..and realise i couldnt absorb a single shit..i couldnt uds wat the help the entire article is talkin abt..it was a really a real pain in the butt..haiz..i dunno how am i going to handle this subj..and luckily my sis brought them out tgt wif another cousin..hopefully she can really handle them...now im starting to really feel stress out...time is running out..and im still quite behind time..im trying v hard to pick topics to study..but i always dun feel save doing that..cos whneva i pick topic..nothing seems to come out..haiz..i hope this time round wont be tht 'suay' anymore...with this stress there is nothing i enjoy doing..esp with the kids ard...its not tht i dun lyk kids..neither do i lyk kids v much...its jus tht its all the wrong timing...
firstly my sis is doing her attachment and the worse thing is she got project to rush too..secondly my exams is jus nxt mth..lastly no one could help to look aft them except my mum..and my uncle expect them to learn something during this 3 wks..which i got no idea wat they can learn beside..staying hme and play game..none of us got the time to bring them to any tourist attraction places..and at the age or 10 and 8 wat interest do kids really have beside playing...no matter where u bring them..its jus 'ya i went to this place but i cant rem wat i learn there or wat i have seen..' the only time tht we can afford to bring them ard is during wkends whn my sis o other aunties are free..so tht is left with having to stay at hme for the remaining 5days..if u want them to go shopping..its practically lyk wanting their life..cos they are boys so y would they be intrested to walk ard the shopping mall without noeing wat they want...haiz...
end of grumbling..need to carry on with my studies already.
OMG!!! i have exactly 1 mth left to my 1st paper..but i have not much time to really complete everything...so y am i still complaining here...i dunno tht is y i find it ridiculous too...its not tht i dun wan to start wif my studies..jus tht i prefer to use the com first...haiz..so who to blame except myself...
Sometimes i dun uds y is there so many events happening near my exams..first was the Malacca trip frm 21 Mar to 30 Mar...which i convince myself tht it was jus a short break frm my studies but who noes whn i come back..everyday there is something to be busy wif...which i end up w/o studying for nearly tht whole wk..and the nxt even tht happen was im going on a 1day Malaysia trip on the 6 April..this was planned very long ago and my mum insist that all of us to go so i dun even have a choice..for tt wk i have really wrk out my time and try my best to study as much as i can..and its jus lyk really reading thru w/o any memorising..the progress was nt tht bad...but..aft i came back frm Msia..i really didnt touch my notes at all..Sat was really a tiring day for me..i keep wanting to fall aslp..so 1 day of rest..and the nxt news i received was..tht yday morning..i need to go cemetry to 'sao mu' cos of the 'qing ming jie'..and i need to wake up early again..so no need to say i was totally tired aft everything...whn i tried to read my HRM notes..i could not absorb or even uds a single shit in those article its lyk they are alien language to me...in the end i jus gave up..so aft this article i am so going to get stuck in front all my notes...
and by tonite my horrible nite mare is going to start..2 of my little cousins frm thai are coming over to stay over for 3 wks to a mth...and of all the time..now..see how stupid things can be when it all happen at the same time..so cock up...and for the nxt 3 wks i really need to drag myself to the CC and get stuck there for my studies..arrgghhh...
k buaiz everyone..i need to get back to books notes etc...
"...Oh..How do i live for next 3 wks!!..I want to Know!!.."
