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Disorientaion was fun but...

Friday, July 29, 2005

wow yday went for the bash nite at boat quay..in a club known as Home...

surprisingly i tink my grp is the super ons wan..cos it seems lyk only our grp have the full strength at the club (oopx forget tht ken nvr go due to last min reasons)..we meet up 1030 at raffles place ctrl..everyone was quite punctual..

and the best thing is..all the gers look totally diff lor..all dressed up wif make up..even i myself cant recognize them..Regine was the super sexy & hottest ger in our grp..haha..she looks simply wonderful..the guys eh..looks rather decent too..hehe..nthing special..obviously lah..cos they are guys wat hehe..no need to put on make up also haha..

aft tht we walk over to the club lyk taking donkey yrs lyk tht haha..the whole grp of us lyk lost our way hehe...and it seems rather funny cos everyone is lyk staring at us cos its too big a grp liao..walking tgt to go clubbing haha..

finally whn we reached the door step..so at this pt of time i decide to give the cards i wrote in the afternoon to them..haha..thn they were kind of shock also lah..hehe but hopefully all this small acts will maintain the bond within us also ba hehe..

whn i went in i was lyk..omg..this place is quite small lor..and everyone were gathering at the bar getting drinks cos its free flow frm 11 to 12...so it makes the passage way even more narrow..

guess wat the first thing i did whn i was there was to look for syl and GW..haha..so i jus stand ard..i couldnt find syl but manage to find GW..thn i jus went ovr and pass him the card..haha wan to clear everything b4 i start losing them haha..and the response he gave me was the same as my grp ppl.."so swt!!"..i was so ps also haha..

hmm..yday it wasnt long whn we went dwn to the dance floor..and seriously its damn diff to find syl..the palace is small yet i cant find him..omg..dunno which part of the pub he hid himself also haha..

the songs was rather okie..r& b but whn it comes to retro..i was kind of lost also haha..so i jus stand ard..there was time whn the whole grp came dwn tgt..it was quite fun dancing tgt in a whole grp haha..Regine can realy dance...she moves very well..Chun Min & Felicia also..and super ons..hehe..as for the rest of the gers they were kind of shy..cos aft all its their first time there hehe..Guys..let me see i will say Alex & Sen Hui dance quite well hehe..Sen Hui's actions are rather cute also hehe..

this time clubbing was a bit happening lor haha..aft all its lyk all the SIM orientation ppl...coming tgt and have fun hehe...

but during this clubbing yday..eh..i also did something which i had nvr done b4..hmmm i guess everything also gt the first time ba haha..partly is bcos normally whn i go clubbing is jus the gers only..even if there is guys will be syl ba..but he is more lyk a sis to me thn guy lor haha...oopx...dun bother to have the mentality tht i danced wif every guy..cos i am nt tht open to tht extend haha..

anyway this time round i act danced wif 3 guys, gw, g & w..dun wan to spell their name out ba..so its lyk in a progressing way haha..at first was gw..we danced tgt but nt tht close as in full body contact..so it was still okie..aft all i tink i haven warm up also haha..cos we jus reached nt long also haha..

thn nthing happen until ard 2 plus whn we were dancing..half way thru i danced wif g..thn slightly closer..but the funny thing was whn we break apart..he act ask me to danced in bet him and jm lor..omg..weird rite muz be tinking its okie ma..but thn the omg things is bcos jm case is jus lyk my poly class gary..they are kind of slow in noeing tht ppl is act disturbing them..so i was so ps lor..haha..thn i jus chg placed wif g again b4 going back to the table to take a break..

lastly was w liao..he is nt my grp wan he happen to be one the committee..but we did introduce earlier on..y in the end is him..cos he was left out by his fren e & another 3 gers who went to toilet..so he was lyk lost..so i ask him to join us..cos we were lyk only 4 of us and the dancefloor was rather empty also hehe..so he joined us..but aft a while we were dancing wif each other..this is nthing..the amzaing thing is we ended up dancing super close which means full body contact..my body is practically leaning on him lor..thn i was also in eh..shocked state but didnt really bother until the gers start to disturb..thn i was so ps tht i jus stopped & they act wan to leave me to him on the dance floor lor..which is lyk so duh..so i also walked away leaving him standing there blur also haha..

i went back and rest at the couch behind g..cos no seat for me at the table thn i was feeling super tired also..so i was lyk stoning there..whn sudd w came over & ask me if i am okie & wanted any drink..so as usual i jus said i am okie lor..only feeling tired lor..thn he asked for my name again...and this time is get suan by me only haha..cos i told him less thn an hr back lor..and he already forgotten liao..sad sia haha..aft tht his frenz came back frm toilet so i jus told him tht his fren r back thn he was lyk hesitating to go back to the table..but in the end he still left but was still standing beside the couch i am sitting cos their table is slightly behind us only..thn cant rem wat he say thn he start to mess my hair..i was eh..okie..wateva..cos i am lyk stoning & my actions are super slow haha..in the end i jus stood up & walk over to our table..cos they are leaving also..

thn the bad thing happen kaiyan's bag went missing and we couldnt find it also..thn we jus waited outside the club..hoping tht someone can get in touch wif the grp of ppl who prev sat at tht area..but thn no one was found..

as we were waiting..w came out frm the club and suggested on sending me back..cos e is driving..but i rejected him..cos aft all i already promised sen hui to share cab wif him rite at the start..so i gt no choice..hehe but to say no haha..thn i walked back to my grp discussing some stuff whn he walked over again..i dunno for wat..oh ya..he say if i mind xchanging no..so i jus start being lame but in the end still did xchg our contacts..

thts abt it i am still wondering..if last nite i didnt dance wif him..will we even xchg contact..i dun tink so lor..so i really gt no idea also..i mean in the first place we didnt really tok much..and its only aft the dance thn he start to chat wif me lor..hmm..haha..anyway..i guess i always tink too much lah haha.. lor..till nite time whn i fwd him a sms..thn he start to so-call sms chat whn i am in a sub-concious mode..dunno wat am i saying also lah haha..half way thru i jus fell aslp..cos i really cant take it already..till now

but last nite i really kind of flirt too much ba..i mean it is nt very obvious..but thn the actions i did was kind of unusual lah haha..actions tht i haven done for a long time also haha..nvm..nt impt anyway thts abt it ba haha...

3:26 PM
Y Y Y

CAMP ROX!!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I'M BACK!!...

hmmm wat should i say...its quite a wonderful camp ba..there are loads of fun but thn quite tiring also haha..cos everyone hardly catch any slp..esp whn its only 2 days..my whole body is aching..till now i am still in a blur condition haha...so pardon me if see any weird or wrong spelling ba haha...

this camp..there is nt many handsome guys but of cos there are quite a no of them quite gd-looking..its lyk first glance u wont say tht they are handsome but aft looking a few more time u will tink its quite okie lor hehe..it goes the same for the gers lor hehe...

okie..now lets see haha..the way they organise this camp is quite cute also..there are 10 grps and the best thing is the no of ger and guys in each grp all tally wan...8 gers and 8 guys..lyk match making lyk tht hehe..thn the theme is abt X-Men..and my grp name is PYRO..which is a bad guy lah haha..but thn our grp dun seems lyk also hehe..

anyway as usual 1st day..everyone was quite quiet and there is prob blending the gers and guys tgt..no matter how we try to blend tgt..the guys will end up in a grp..and this is far too common..but some how its seems to be taking a bit of too much time for the guys to blend tgt wif the gers lor..cos we are lyk quite open liao..but thn they are lyk always holding back..dunno y also..thn i am always the one who grumble at them..

thn lyk yday evening time at palawan beach aft our bath and we were lyk spreading the ponchore to sit @ the pavement..these guys ah...haiz tink liao also headache..spread liao they sat dwn on it..thn leave the gers standing there..thn the rest of the gers at the back say..time changes liao..cos guys no longer help gers liao..thn i tink my ogl alex heard it thn he so call said them..nvr help us spread thn sat dwn..thn i started add salt and pepper liao lor haha..thn one of the guy ken..say draw a line bet the guys and the gers..thn we say okie..cos some how we noe tht they sure lose wan lor..haha..the secenior is really funny lor..can describe the whole thing out..

practically arguing is wat we do thruout the camp haha..which i tink is a gd way to blend the grp tgt also lor haha...but tinking back i really did one thing which i find the most funny and embrassing wan..so ps abt it lor..it happens lyk this..we were playinf this game call hunter squirrel ba..thn our grp ppl are exchanging places among ourselves..eg.. if the person shout hunter..those ppl squating will need to chg places and find another pair of 'trees'..thn if shout firethe trees will need to find another person to partner as another pair of tree wif the squirel in bet them..as for earthquake everyone chg..be wat eva they one..simply say each grp muz consist of 3 persons thts it..2 standing and 1 squating in bet them...

picture this..someone shouted hunter..my og is ard us..so we cheated by saying no matter wat only xchg within out grp ppl only..but dunno wat happen one of the grp dunno y turn away..thn i was shocked..cos i was left out so i jus squat dwn in bet Hans and another one i cant rem is it gary or whoeva lah..thn i act went to push ken to the front..which means he ended up nt even under the tree luckily we called jiemin and another guy i also cant rem if its winston ant to come back thn they ran back..thn frm then on they keep saying me liao..caused everyone was quite shock..even i myself leh..i dunno y i will push ken out of the pair lor..it all happen very fast..in split secs..thn frm then on they did suan me lah..so i was quite ps abt it also cos tinking back y will i react in such a violent manner haiz..but i didnt kicked him lor..he keep insist tht i kicked him to the front haha..anyway hehe..so sorrie abt tht also haha..

thts the funny part ba..now cant really recall anything..there some other funny stuff..but kind of lazy to type our now haha..

i tink since aft tht case the grp became much closer lor..whn we move on to another place..to carry on waiting for the SP walk..another topid game..we sat in a super big circle..playing this ding dong game..its lyk everyone is already super dead beat and still play this kind of game tht will make ppl blur wan really cannot make it lor..i happen to slot in bet the guys cos the gers are few ppl away frm us..thn couldnt join in wif them..so we jus played..played until half way the guys say wan to leave go toilet for a break..thn i was lyk...huh..u all go thn i how..thn winston say go tgt lah..anyway im lyk their bro liao..haha..i was lyk diaoz wat eva..of cos i dun wan to be stuck bet the grp of ppl i dunno lor..so i jus tag along wif them haha..

jus looking forward to the SIM bash tonite haha...

4:22 PM
Y Y Y

Another Wk & the start of my 1st Dance Lesson!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

another wk have passed & i realise i haven being updating very regularly haha...oopx..anyway thts jus me hehe...and its jus another 1 & half wk to my 1st day of sch omg...dun even noe is it a good start ant haha...

wkends nthing much happen jus thtn met up wif jt & ts for movie thn met up wif anny ltr aft her wrk..as usual did our usual stuff which is...coffee session haha..nthing much..haha...

yday was yt 1st day at wrk at my company...hmmm wonder how she felt but thn i tink okie for her ba..anyway her job scope is going to be the same as me also haha...chking chking & chking haha..but thn now she currently cant do much cos she haven gt her pwd..jus lyk me whn i first went in haha...

as for today..i went in earlier & left at 4..so its lyk..she is all alone in the evening..hope everything is okie for her also haha..

today i had my first dance lesson..and guess wat i am late for nearly 45 mins...horrible rite..no choice..everything jus gt messed up whn i was at wrk..so i ended up leaving at 415 & as expected sure cannot make it in time..so i jus told my sim fren julian to go ahead first..haha..whn i reached it was lyk they fin warm up liao haha...so jus started to learn the steps..

its so funny and felt really weird cos aft all i nvr really danced lyk tht b4 haha..luckily i wasnt the only one..but the tempo was quite fast its lyk whn i manage to get hold of the steps in front..i already get lost for the steps at the back..so its practically lyk i didnt master the dance at all lah haha..only master half of it only wahaha...but its quite fun...and decided to try a few more see if can get in hand wif it ant haha...thts abt it...conclusion..jus felt weird during the dance lesson haha..anyway..also noe quite a few frenz jus tht dunno their name only except a ger by the name of yingli..quite a swt looking ger hehe...adn the best thing is she is also taking management..same as me hehe...found another companion haha..

12:02 AM
Y Y Y

Orientation Day

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wow..i'm dead beat now..super tired..last nite slept quite late..thn this morning have to drag myself off the bed cos meeting syl & yt at the bus stop opp ngee ann at 830...but thn i was lyk took too much off my time tht kind of left hme late..but still reached earlier thn them and still have to wait for them until near 9 thn they reached..and the most coincidental thing is he and yt is on the same bus...haha..

then we went to report..and we are in OG13 wats the best thing haha this grp are practically all the late comers..hehe...but thn eh...nt a very friendly and on's class..i admit tht i am one of them but thn there is some difficulties to communicate leh..cos they gers are nt they open up to chat tgt..as for guys..there is 1 guy name Alex haha..i appt him as the so-call class IC..although we are nt a class..hehe..he was lyk trying his best to break the tension within the grp but thts a tough job for him also haha..

anyway..we played some game & everyone still didnt really chat ard wif one another esp the gers side..tht is y i always say being a guy is better..u get along wif guys easier..haiz..luckily syl was there so we can go ard making frenz wif other..jus join in the conversation lor..seems lyk yt is even more experience wif creating a conversation thn me leh haha..cos whn toking to the gers..no matter wat i say its jus lyk as if i am toking alien lang..dunno lah..dun bother also ba..

thn we went to tour ard the sch..and i sign up for the trial lesson for dance at the cca booth hehe..jus really feel tht i should jus go ahead..even yt also told me tht she told me tht intrested thn go dun hestitate too much and aft all this is the last time i can try out liao..haha

and the most surprising thing is i act went to reg the orientation camp wif syk..i was tinking abt it for quite a while but decided to go..aft all its my last chance to know more ppl and also to attend camps lor..the last one i attended was really5 yrs back liao haha..kind of dun even rem wat is the feeling lyk..haha..aft all its a fun camp hopefully..

oh today we already had our first outing haha..but nt many ppl went only the 7 of us..haha..thn we went to party world and i was really surprised by the guys singing..they are really powerful..its lyk 1 aft another areally using the chinese idom-> Yi Shan Hai You Yi Shan Gao sia..i was the one to start the ball rolling lah hehe..i also dunno y..

i have nvr did anything lyk tht b4..noeing ppl who less thn half a day and sing in front of them lor..omg..and the best thing is yt also the same thing haha..she really jus go wif the flow today..we have nvr being lyk tht b4 also..haha..and we are the only2 gers who went wif them..the rest are 5 guys..including syl hehe..and among the 7 of us..5 of us going camp and i am the only ger who went to the camp haha..kind of weird lah..but jus go and see how lor haha..

i tink i betta go rest kind of tired too haha..anything will update u all again haha...

9:30 PM
Y Y Y

ENERGY Autograph!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I cried..really got affected by the emotional ppl ard me..i am jus someone who hates to see anyone near me crying..i will feel upset too and sometimes to the extend of tearing too..since young till now it doesnt seems to chg..

Although i am not a big fan of Energy but somehow I do still admire them..but today..i jus cant help feeling sad when i'm approaching...there is this 2 gers ard me sudd started singing and crying..i already tried to ctrl..but whn eva their slow songs are played i really couldnt hold back my tears..the tears already filled my eyes..and will defintely roll dwn anytime..but i jus dun wan Shir to sudd get worried abt me..so i jus clean it away quietly..but b4 tht i told anny..i cant ctrl my tears anymore..somehow i am affected too..sudd i became very quiet and jus concentrating on taking picts to distract my tinking..

But guess wat who know they will have a short break jus lyk the other time whn i queued for 5566 @ J8...but this time round we were at the 2nd row and at the barricade which is very near the path way which they will pass by to get back to the office..at first all i wan was to take close pict of them but who noes i act stretch out my hand..anny also did the same thing..but thn she didnt manage to get in touch wif any of them..whereas i am luckily enuff to act shook hand wif 3 of them xcept Ah Di..and i was really happy and glad tht i jumped up whn they went in..and shir and some frens whom we jus known were shocked to see my reaction..cos i was really excited..i dunno y..maybe aft all its the first time i experienced this..ppl may think i am crazy but dun bother..cos seriously..whn they came dwn the stage..somehow frm wat i recall..i am the first one to shook hand wif them..cos in front me those guys didnt have any reaction and they dunno y will give anny a miss..maybe bcos her hand isn’t stretch out as fas as mind..cos she was being blocked by ppl too..so i considered myself rather lucky..i cant rem if i shouted for their name..but frm wat i felt..i didnt..it was anny and the gers in the 3rd row screaming...

aft the brief hand shook..guess wat..anny kind of broke dwn..i dunno who started first..me or her..but we jus hugged each other..maybe she does felt a bit jealous but thn i am sure she also felt happy for me ba..the nxt thing i did was let her stand at my place while i stand at the back..or should i say at the other side of the guy who some hw block the space bet me and anny..this time i took a short video clip of them..and anny also manage to shook 2 person's hand which is her fav Nui Nai and Shuwei..she was very happy abt it too..and as for me hehe..i also manage to shook both of their hand again as they walked back to the stage..i was multi-tasking at tht time..1 hand busy recording..and the other stretch out..as for Kunda my hand was really near him but this time he had jus kept his hand by his side..if only he stretched out thn I would have touched him another time..as for Ah Di..both time from and to stage he was looking at the floor and walk and only glance a while..anyway i was rather happy abt tht esp whn I manage to shake Shuwei’s hand..

This time the queue moved slightly faster aft all we were already at the corner of the 2nd row..and nt much pict was taken whn we were near..it was kind of wasted..but its jus too packed at tht time on the stage..

Whn i went up the stage my conclusion was..they are all very good looking..aft all they are celebrities..i had nvr imagine tht this is the first and also last time i had such a close contact wif them..they shook everyone's hand..which till today i had nvr experience it wif 5566 b4..of cos i hope tht day will come but..who noes..

anyway..Nui Nai was the first one..he was act kind of busy toking to his assistance but ltr he still look up and his eyes was lyk telling me tht he is expecting me to say something to..but thn i jus dunno wat to tell him..i didnt mean to left him out but its jus too lost..and his hand shake was really firm and sincere..
nxt was Ah Di..he doesnt looks lyk he is in the mood..maybe he is jus too tired and suffering frm back ache ba..aft all who can tolerate to sit still for so long..esp wif injured spine..but i still wish him a happy birthday aft all tht is wat i heard frm anny its on the 21st july..but his reply was kind of disappointed..cos he only said "uh"..but thts him ba..cool and quiet...
followed by Kunda..haha tinking back i tink he is also quite a cute guy..although i dun really go crazy over him..but he gt this innocent and blur look whn he looked up aft i told him to "jia you"..and he simply replied thank you..hehe
aft tht was Shuwei..omg..he is really the one..he is really very charming..he is the one whom i am crazy over in Energy..whn he tok to anny for kind of long (long in the sense tht it was longer thn mine and more sentences..hehe) i was so jealous..haha..but thn anny had 2 cd covers and i only gt 1..wat i really missed was seeing his eyes..i didnt had a chance to see it cos he was wearing glasses..only manage to catch a glimpse of it thru his glasses..but among all i tink his smile is the most sincere one..but as he was toking to anny..i had the chance to really admire him..as usual jia you is all i noe how to say..and he thanks in return..thts abt it...but i tink shir wan was rather funny whn he told Kunda tht she wish him all the best..cos Kunda act huh her back..he was rather cute wif tht..at least he bothers to listen and nt jus nod thn there u goes hehe..

Aft tht i left the stage feeling happy and sad..cos i was wondering will i eva see Shuwei again...or even the whole group again...and as i walked dwn near the entrance of the office i mentioned above, where anny was standing..i jus hugged her and cried again..and i couldnt get back to my old self for the nxt hr haha...until aft dinner..

i also gt a conclusion..i cannot start feeling dwn or rather feel lyk crying..cos once i start i will have a hard time trying to get back to my usual self..haha..and i strongly believe in something..if u haven cried for a long time..nvr start to cry..cos once u start..u dun even feel lyk stopping..but the moment u stop crying..u will feel tht something is missing..and u will still feel lyk crying but dunno how..jus feel empty..thts for me lah..i dunno if any of u all feel the same way..

Anyway today all of them wore glasses..i guess its either they nvr had a gd nite rest or they might had cried thru out the nite ba..aft all its their so-call last concert and no one is sure whether they will be back tgt again..but still gave them my best wishes... This was quite a memorable experience for me..something different..esp the very first time whn I first had a brief hand shake wif them..its totally indescribable..its nt the same as the one where by they shook everyone’s..no matter wat or where they go still wish them all the best..and hope to see them again..

While i was queuing thru out..i was act tinking abt 5566 haha..kind of bad rite..i was really wondering will i eva had the chance to even have a brief shake wif them in future..cos who noes whn will i stp going crazy over them..really wonder...and i was act wishing tht if only today was 5566 and all this i experience was wif them..i guess will be too perfect liao..way too wonderful..

Luckily the weather was still quite ok thru out the whole day..it was cooler aft the rain..the moment its starts to rain..the very first thing tht came into my mind was..is heaven also upset abt their disband tht he cried..haha..i guess i jus tink too much..whn we were queuing we self entertained ourselves wif poker cards..playing 'dai-ti'..this is the first time i played nad my teacher is none other thn the "gambler" Shirley hehe..okie..anyway..need to thank her teaching me this..but somehow she should consider herself honoured..cos i dunno y i always refused to learn haha..

But today manage to take quite a no of picts although nt very clear wif digital zoom but thn quite satisfied wif it..hehe..i guess its also time for me to turn in liao..quite tired aft a whole day queuing and squeezing..

~Nitez all..~

12:54 PM
Y Y Y

Finally met them!!! Another Tired Day!!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

another wk have gone haha..which means i left 3 wks to sch starts..wow..is it good or bad hehe i dunno too haha...

today finally met up wif ts & jt liao..gave him his present and return jt's dvd liao haha..but in the end borrowed his camera cos tml going for the energy's autograph session & my camera happen to have some prob hehe..really thank him a lot hehe..it doesnt seems to bother him alot haha..cos he jus pass it to me whn i asked hehe..*touched*..whahaha...

anyway i tink i gt some prob..meeting them suppose to have a lot of things to share but thn somehow i lost my mind of wat i wan to tell them..jus brain dead haha..and thru out the whole meeting was jus laughing and somehow they are the one who entertain me hehe..but i am also the main charc of the whole entertainment hehe...jus most of the time ba..lyk joker of the day lor...but at least manage to catch up wif them hehe..

jt act asked me one qns and the 3 of us kind of cracking our head to get the ans..haha..he asked me..how did the both of us know each other and to the extend of exchanging no..some how got the ans to how we both know each other but he gt prob convincing himself haha..but the part on y we xchange no..we can rem also haha..even ts also dunno y haha..hmm really need to tink abt it haha..k k

anyway today wasnt a very good day...hehe..esp during the morning...omg..really sux lor..i was caught in a jam whn i was on my way to wrk today..and i was so sian tht i almost took a cab in..but thn luckily i decided to shun tht idea haha..but guess wat..whn i reach my office..i was trap outside..cos my unit no one was there yet..so no matter who i call or watso eva..no one picked up..whn i called my sp..she called another ger to open the door..i tink i looked rather idiotic waitiing outside..pressing the doorbell and hoping tht someone will save me..but in the end there is none..until 15 mins ltr..omg..thts the worse thing is..whn i went in..i was the first one to reach in my unit and somehow the other ppl who happen to go back..gave me weird stare as in how come i am here whn none of my unit's ppl come back...i was kind of dunno wat to do also...but in the end whn i came back frm pantry one of my collegue finally came and she was looking for me..haha..cos she is the first one i looked for whn i was trapped outside hehe...

only till ltr timing the other collegues came in...thn all of them r busy wif their stuffs..sometimes i jus envy the fun they had tgt..cos i always feel very lonely whn in the office..i dunno how chould i start to interact wif them aft all the thing we do is diff...only once in a while thn help them..where as full-timers there is no way i can really get close to them..all we did is jus a nod and a smile..only a few thn we do chat a bit more..haiz...

i guess i'm really bad at socializing..jus look at ts & jt case and u will uds..meet up and dunno wat to say..which i find myself kind of stupid lor...haiz..maybe thts jus me ba..i really hope i can interact wif ppl better leh..but how..i really dunno how..a mth plus and i cant really interact wif my collegues the part timers still kind of leave me out of everything..even if i start toking them..its all serious topics..which is rather sian also..even i myself also feel tired and bored of the things i asked..but whn i listen to their jokes..i still laugh along wif them..but some how i guess i am still someone who is super low profile ba..

11:43 PM
Y Y Y

UPDATES!!!

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Dear Darlings...
another month have passed..time really flies..its time to say goodbye to June and welcumx July..and believe it or nt..i have worked under DBS for 1 mth liao..wow..thts fast...

last month was quite an emotional mth whn it comes to the end..but dun worry i am fine now hehe..sometimes still do tink abt him but thn nt as upset as 2 wks back..aft all i tink its better to let go thn to drag on and bring unrealistic troubles to myself..aft all i should be back to my old happy-go-lucky char hehe...aft all being lame also helps to bring laughter to ppl's life..but sometimes can shorten their life also haha..oopx..

hmm..okie..let me see..nthing much happen except tht today is one of my darlings bdae...met up wif her tgt wif hs and kor aft my wrk..as usual haha..we ended up walking aimlessly while waiting for sj & frenz for dinner...it was quite fun although dun have chance to sabo her..oopx..i hope she had a memoreable day..she reaceived alot of gifts..gifts tht i once thot of buying for her haha..but luckily didnt cos they bought for her liao..hehe..so swt of them..hehe..anyway a summary haha..i haven seen kor and hs for a few wks..but thn i tink aft today meeting hehe..i tink kor will tink twice b4 meeting the both of us tgt hehe..he almost lost alot of "blood" today haha..

aft the dinner they went to kbox..while i went to walk ard wif hs and zh b4 meeting up wif anny aft her wrk..thn we went to look for yt aft tht..cos today happen to be one of their classmate's bdae too hehe..aft tht the 3 of us went for our coffee session haven being doing tht for so long liao..hehe..but today coffee session more on serious discussion rather thn our nonsences haha..although there is still some super lame stuff tht happen hehe...

thts abt it liao ba hehe...b4 i end..this is specially for my LY darling..

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nitey all..

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