---everything seems to be going wrong---
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
nearly 1/3 of the yr has passed..and my conclusion is the start of 2005 really sux..nthing good seems to be happening..and everything seems to be going wrong..sun even noe how to describe wat i am going thru..is it a torture..or is this really jus part and parcel of life..maybe it might even be my retribution..to wat..i also dunno..wat eva.. dun uds y in my freaking 21 yrs on earth..ppl always enter and leave my life as and whn they are happy..no matter how much i may treasure the frenship..is cheating in this world such a common thing to happen..i really hate the life i am in now.. how would u define a close fren..someone whom u tok to abt anything..even if there is any misunderstanding there is sure a way to solve it..it all depends on whether we wan to forgive and forget ant..but whn i already make the first move y can she jus be more relax on the situation..is it a muz to be hit back to square one..whr we no longer tell each other anything..jus bcos of a unhappiness and willing to give up the entire frenship..sometimes really dunno wat descibe and r/s in the world.. its so freaking fragile lor..any mistake can cos u to be super dishearted wif the other person..can also cos u to lose trust in anyone..last nite i was chatting wif this guy whom some how used to create a impact on my life..if anyone of u all read abt the post on the guy i noe at CB...anyway..we were chatting for fun whn sudd he ask me wat is trust..and i told him empty promises..i admit tht i wanted to hint him something abt wat he said last time..but he replied.."depends on how u define the capacity of ur bottle"...seriously i was stunned and blur..i didnt noe wat he was trying to convey to me..in the end he explain to me tht..if i expect alot frm 1 person promises thn the capacity of my bottle is big..so no matter wat tht person does..it will nt be able to fill it up...i was quite impressed by wat he said..but tinking back i tink it was true also ba..anyway it doesnt meant anything.. now i am jobless..i already admit..i went to apply for a few jobs but i dun get any reply..this isnt the greatest fear..the greates fear i have now is -y do i still have to face the fear of another person who might leave my side..1st was amy..now..i also dunno wat to say..i jus hope she will some how come to her sense and really let the bond bet the both of us to be stronger and nt jus give up jus lyk tht..
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