"Actually i have finish writing the blog already but thn dunno wat happen i need to sign in again and everything is gone..haiz..using the recover post only recover half of it..i also cant really rem wat i had type at the last half but i guess wat i wanted to say had all being posted up here liao hehe...so pardon me ba..aft all looking at the time now..i doubt i can really rem any details cos i am freakinf tired liao...happie reading nitey all..."Its been a long time since i really took a look at some of my frenz's friendster acct..and i happen to saw this grp of gers who are my GB juniors back in sec sch..reading the testi they left for each other and the picts they took tgt really touched my heart...they remind me of my seniors who are 1 yr older thn me..the bond bet the both grps(amg their own batch of ppl) is really very strong..although nt the entire batch but at least there is still a grp of them..i really envy them alot...this leads to me wondering..wat happen to my batch of ppl..its lyk none of us still meet up tgt for chilling or etc..nt to mention the bond..i doubt it ever exist...jus really miss the time whn we were in sec sch...whn the few of us still hang out tgt..but once we graduate..everyone jus get bz wif their stuff and forget abt one another..its kind of sad..but thn maybe thts jus life..meant to noe each other but nt meant to be super close frenz...hmm...maybe some day we will meet up again..but nt sure went..really wonder how each of them are doing now??...*sad*anyway..in sec sch life i dun have many frenz tht will be v close besides amy..but at least i manage to find some ppl...whom i really luff them far too much..they practically seems to be the ones who are occupying the emptiness i had in me..(should i name them??..hmm..)..haha..maybe by initial ba..YT, Anny, LY, PP & Shir..they are really the ones who always stand by me wif all my probs..i will nvr forget my poly life wif them although only noe them for 2 yrs excluding shir & LY...yet all of them have brought alot of fun laughter into my dull life...i cant believe how i act spend my poly life w/o them..haha..all the nonsences, lame comments/jokes, study notes tht we share hehe..its really fun..*yeah*i will be starting my sch again in a mth plus time...but thn i wonder if i will meet any more ppl who will caused a chg in my life or its going to remain as it is..hmmm..really a mystery leh hehe...this time ly yt and me will be studying tgt at SIM..hehe kind of looking forward to it aft all have been rotting for quite a long time(in terms of study nt wrking life ah!!)...*hehe*..but some how also afraid tht it will be quite tough haiz..*contradicting*hopefully everything will goes on smoothly and nthing much will go haywire..besides the freaking eCR system which i need to use to create my time table..really super pissed off with tht freaking system...i cant set my timetable at all..aft emailing them and calling them nthing seems to be settled..haiz..this caused a delay in cfming the timetable tht ly and yt had set..cos during this wk frm last wed onwards the 3 of us have being meeting consecutively for 3 days jus to settle the SIM stuffs..sickening enuff..cos we had to go to diff places...haiz..seriously the 3 of us felt quite sian to run abt for 3 days settling uni stuffs haiz..its nt lyk we meet for 3 days to go shopping or wat so eva lor..hehe if thts the case i tink everything will be fine leh..hehe..anyway i hoep by mon i can settle the timetable..really worried now tht the time slot we plan initially will be removed/fulled..haiz..dun wish to be the caused for this and end up wif some shitty time table..it will really sux lor..*sianz*
as for today..i didnt really go anywhere except attend Jus's 21 Bday @ his place...but left quite early wif ly cos there is no other ppl i am really close wif over at his hse..although there are some of the poly frenz i noe..but thn they r also nt frm my class..hehe..so too bad i didnt have a chance to disturb him hehe..but nvm..haha..*bleahz*and guess wat aft tht i went hme snd slack wif my sis until Dan sms me to see if i wan to meet up for coffee session haha...since its at bishan so i jus agree to it lor..and sometimes ppl are jus so funny..they lyk to look for u either whn u jus reach hme or busy haha..cos my dear anny also happen to sms me to chk where i am and the most coincidental thing is ..her sms is jus aft Dan's sms..hehe..*weird*..luckily they dunno each other..or else i really will wonder wat the 2 of them up to sia hehe..anyway we slack till 1230 thn head back hme..which is y i am updating my blog now..b4 anny start to leave msg saying i nvr update again hehe...*bleahz*
