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Finally met them!!! Another Tired Day!!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

another wk have gone haha..which means i left 3 wks to sch starts..wow..is it good or bad hehe i dunno too haha...

today finally met up wif ts & jt liao..gave him his present and return jt's dvd liao haha..but in the end borrowed his camera cos tml going for the energy's autograph session & my camera happen to have some prob hehe..really thank him a lot hehe..it doesnt seems to bother him alot haha..cos he jus pass it to me whn i asked hehe..*touched*..whahaha...

anyway i tink i gt some prob..meeting them suppose to have a lot of things to share but thn somehow i lost my mind of wat i wan to tell them..jus brain dead haha..and thru out the whole meeting was jus laughing and somehow they are the one who entertain me hehe..but i am also the main charc of the whole entertainment hehe...jus most of the time ba..lyk joker of the day lor...but at least manage to catch up wif them hehe..

jt act asked me one qns and the 3 of us kind of cracking our head to get the ans..haha..he asked me..how did the both of us know each other and to the extend of exchanging no..some how got the ans to how we both know each other but he gt prob convincing himself haha..but the part on y we xchange no..we can rem also haha..even ts also dunno y haha..hmm really need to tink abt it haha..k k

anyway today wasnt a very good day...hehe..esp during the morning...omg..really sux lor..i was caught in a jam whn i was on my way to wrk today..and i was so sian tht i almost took a cab in..but thn luckily i decided to shun tht idea haha..but guess wat..whn i reach my office..i was trap outside..cos my unit no one was there yet..so no matter who i call or watso eva..no one picked up..whn i called my sp..she called another ger to open the door..i tink i looked rather idiotic waitiing outside..pressing the doorbell and hoping tht someone will save me..but in the end there is none..until 15 mins ltr..omg..thts the worse thing is..whn i went in..i was the first one to reach in my unit and somehow the other ppl who happen to go back..gave me weird stare as in how come i am here whn none of my unit's ppl come back...i was kind of dunno wat to do also...but in the end whn i came back frm pantry one of my collegue finally came and she was looking for me..haha..cos she is the first one i looked for whn i was trapped outside hehe...

only till ltr timing the other collegues came in...thn all of them r busy wif their stuffs..sometimes i jus envy the fun they had tgt..cos i always feel very lonely whn in the office..i dunno how chould i start to interact wif them aft all the thing we do is diff...only once in a while thn help them..where as full-timers there is no way i can really get close to them..all we did is jus a nod and a smile..only a few thn we do chat a bit more..haiz...

i guess i'm really bad at socializing..jus look at ts & jt case and u will uds..meet up and dunno wat to say..which i find myself kind of stupid lor...haiz..maybe thts jus me ba..i really hope i can interact wif ppl better leh..but how..i really dunno how..a mth plus and i cant really interact wif my collegues the part timers still kind of leave me out of everything..even if i start toking them..its all serious topics..which is rather sian also..even i myself also feel tired and bored of the things i asked..but whn i listen to their jokes..i still laugh along wif them..but some how i guess i am still someone who is super low profile ba..

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