Life Have Changed!!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
okie i noe its been 11 days since i last update my blog..but there is really nthing much for me to say..haha..past 11 days was lyk quite busy and tiring..having to struggle bet wrk and studies is wanting my life..but thn 1 gd thing is at least i met him..someone who is more or less there for me whn i really need someone to lean on..a nice and swt guy hehe..at times may be a bit naggy..oopx..hehe..k k anyway nt to mention too much abt him..ltr one of my dearies will defintely get jealous thn come aft me haha..bleahz..some how life have indeed chg a bit for me..actually i jus realise something..somehow i really owe one of my closest fren(one of the unexpected guest who read my blog quite often) an apology...i dunno y..but somehow i have been tinking back abt wat happen to the bond bet the 2 of us..i guess main reason wasnt all on her..i guess its a struggle i had within me at tht pt of time when she got attached..yes i am happy for her but thn at the same time wat i believe tht i reacted tht way was bcos i feel tht i have somehow lost something at the same time..thus i started to choose to drift apart frm her and let her spend more time wif her bf..although she did stress alot of how much she cherish our frenship but it seems to fall on deaf ears..i really feel kind of bad..tht is y i always tell ppl..i always belive in something tht is close fren will nt be able to be get along wif ur bf/gf..although i can get along wif her bf but some how i seems to find it hard to accept it..its until recently thn i kind of uds wat is wrong wif me and start to realise the foolish mistake i made of letting the frenship goes..we did tok abt wat is going wrong..but thn at tht time i totally get blinded by the fact tht i was the one who is suppose to wake up my idea..and i dunno y i took so long to realise this freaking prob tht i had within me..its lyk sudd i noe how she is feeling whn she gt attached..the struggle bet fren and bf is lyk quite tiring and torturing..i guess i wont feel as horrible as her..cos i tink i really am a big headache to her at tht pt of time..anyway i hope the nxt time whn we meet up everything will be back to normal..but the worries i had now is tht the history might repeat again nt on her but thn..on others..i dunno if it will or will nt..but i hope it wont..now all i hope is tht i can balance everything tht i am having now..frm family to him to frenz to studies to wrk..practically everything lah..correct rite haha..nvr miss out anything also hehe..anyway SORRY to my closest fren!!
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