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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Im happy...u noe y..some how i feel all my probs are more or less settled ba..things have already sorted out bet individuals..and thank god world war 4 didnt occur..hehe..so im glad at least all of us can remain as frenz..whether if we will remain as good fren best fren or wateva it all depends again ba..

i noe i haven been updating for 2 wks..but far too many things have happen till i dunno where should i start frm..and i am really quite tired frm studies to wrk and other miscellaneous probs..although life have been quite happy go lucky for me..but some hw there is this stress within me also..a stress tht seriously i dun even tink i had b4..stress over studies..can u imagine tht..since the very first day..i have been stressing almost in every lec..till this wk..haha im starting to uds wat is going on..but everytime the qns tht was asked is so familiar yet i had no ans to it..wow..i also dun uds y is it lyk tht..haha

anyway..Im in quite a happy mood..haha..i dunno y also..partly maybe its bcos i already found the one whom seriously have the ability to make me go bonkas over him..and this is the 1st time i am letting all my dearies noe abt my r/s wif him thru this blog ba..act more or less most of u already had an idea tht im attached already liao ba..

to me he is really 1 swt guy ba..showering me wif love, care & concern..but how long will it last i also nt sure..partly maybe now is honeymoon period ba..this r/s is really 1 r/s which is totally diff frm the prev r/s i had..the feeling is jus so different..i dunno how am i going to describe it..cos i cant descibe it now too..i jus feel pampered once in a while..and seriously only now thn i realise tht to be pampered or rather to have someone who really taking care of u..is really a wonderful thing..i jus feel so 'xin fu' lor..haha of i hope this will last ba..

One thing we had to struggle was the obstacles we had in order to meet up..too many things are really preventing us frm meeting up..frm studies to wrk to personal life..everything seems have to rearrange..we had to try and bal out our time management..hopefully able to meet up whn there is free time..and according to our calculation..act 1 whole wk( including the wkends)..all the hrs total up is really less thn 2 days..the most it hit will be 2 days to 3 days..kind of pathetic..maybe to some of u..u all tink tht its okie at least we get to meet..i agree wif tht..cos some of them..their bf might still be in ns or overseas etc..but to me i tinks its far too weird..whn he isnt in ns..neither is he far away frm sg..its lyk he jus any normal guy studying..but thn we ended up being occupied wif wrk...maybe im jus nt use to it ba..aft all my prev r/s is lyk almost everyday i sure get to see them and its really lyk nvr had space for individual..anyway there is pros and cons..hehe..lazy to list them also..

so pls nxt time if i tell anyone of u all tht i meeting him or how often u hear it..dun give me stupid remarks/comments..i will jus ignore wat u r saying..cos i had enuff of those boh liao comments..hope u all can try to uds my situation ba..but of cos im nt saying tht i will nt meet any of my dearies lah..i will sure make time for u all too..but try nt to let me noe too last min..cos seriously..since sch start..most of the times everything are planned b4 hand..so sorry if i had to reject any one of u..but i will try to squeeze time for u all wan k..dun worry abt tht..hehe..if its plan b4 hand sure no prob wan..hehe..

anyway..thts abt it ba..hmm..let me see..i cant tink much also..cos im feeling damn tired and shagged now..i didnt had a gd rest for the past few nites..jus couldnt slp..haiz..i tink i better turn in early tonite..haha..

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