i cant believe it chinese new yr is jus this sun..time really fly...

and wats really killing me now is my mock and final exam..though i say tht there will be no more last min this yr..it seems lyk history is repeating itself again...i haven had a chance to really touch on my books..there are cleaning to do..shopping to do..i jus dunno too many things to be done..sometimes i really wonder if these are all jus excuses or am i really tht busy...i feel so blurred abt the things i have been doing for the past mth...

haiz..tink aft this wk i really need to rush for all my modules...i am super desperate to clear all my modules this yr..by hook or by crook..(hmm is there any crooky way to pass them easily..i doubt so)...i feel so miserable..omg...

why am i not working...why am i so stupid to register for biz course...why why why..why is there so many whys...actually why do i balme everything but myself...hmm..im not sure too..i jus feel sickening abt my life...

sometimes i tink im really wasting my life away...whn ppl are earning $$ im still struggling my uni life...haha..whn will i get my first million...oopx..tink too far already...

i dunno y..but this yr i really miss my frens alot...both sec and poly frens..i miss the time we spent tgt..the fun and laughter we had..i really miss everyone..esp the close ones lyk anny, ping, amy, doro, yt & elaine (thought i always see them in sch haha but its jus studies..nvr really close in personal life)..and many more..

i really regret the hack care attitude i used to have whn it comes to arguments bet frens..hmm maybe hack care isnt the correct word to use..its not tht i dun care..but its jus tht..i get frusturated whn it was drag on for a long time...but no matter wat..its diff to bring back the frenship we used to have..aft all it has already happen for so long...

anyway..i tink i better go to bed..this is jus a complaining session..wif nothing useful haha..take care guys...