hey hey all..wow too long nvr update already actually wanted to update long ago but jus too lazy..

so wats the latest update..hmm..3 wks back i met up with marissa and doro..wow really miss them so much..and marissa is getting prettier hehe...of cos she also getting more aggressive..but still keeping her gentle side..hehe..after so long we didnt met up..i tink the last time we met up was lyk omg almost 5 yrs back..whn i was still in poly till recently..cant believe it..but still i guess everyone have their stuff to be busy with too..hmm..as for doro..i believe she is now busy with her next production..cos she was the one who warn us b4 hand tht she will be getting busy soon..so we got no choice but to entertain her..oopx..i bet she will whack me if she see this haha...

hmm so in the same wk i met up wif hw in sch..and also went out for dinner tgt ard 2 wks back..haha cos it was his treat..since he said so..haha..so y should i reject right haha..these 2 wks really had done quite abit of catchin up with old frens..its really been so long since i done tht..but one thing for sure is tht i believe i didnt do much talking...jus the same old me..sometimes i jus dunno wat to say haha..but guess they are use to it too hehe...

hmm..let me see oh ya..I went to St James with my group of Pyro buddies on 311007 cos hy wanted to celebrate his bday..which is on the 011107..the night was ok..but out poor bday boy was totally drunk..all thanks to his buddy..can believe the 2 of them can go all the way to the extreme sia..in the end we are loitering ard the carpark cos hy cant even walk a short dist to the cab..he keeps wanting to throw out so poor thing sia..really pity him..jus for tht nite..but i guess all of us are more or less use to it..cos they always like to 'make' each other drink without fail be it a ktv session or having dinner..haha..

as for sch i can only say tht the work load is getting heavier..and im really lost in the ocean..i dunno whn will i ever swim out of this ocean and find my piece of land..of cos it wont be soon..i got tons of assignments dueing soon..and also tests coming up..im so stress i suppose..haha... maybe not..jus a little worried...haiz..wat to do carry on work hard is all i can say haiz...

and today i went to NUH for a dental checkup to see if i qualify for having braces done under the postgrad..so currently i assume tht its ok..but im in a dilemma whether to do it anot..to put it simply..im jus scare..not the normal ways but to the extreme..PAIN..omg..its the extraction tht is worrying me the most..i wish tht i can be jus a little stronger..for my sis she has to go for jaw surgery..and she decided to go with it..for me..haiz..its jus peanuts and im in a dilemma till now..haiz..i know im weak..but i really detest needles tot he extreme..lao 3 has been persuading me to go for it from the time she did it till nw..her reasoning was..under NUH is cheaper plus..im still schooling now..so should jus go for it and not wait till later age and start to regret..which i totally agree..but i jus cant convince myself..the fear of PAIN is in my mind whenevr i thought abt this braces issue..haiz..wat should i do..reject the treatment or jus go for it..i really wish i can give a straight forward ans to myself now..but i know i cant..i jus have to go nxt wk and chk out the whole details again..hopefully by thn i will be able to give myself a better ans...

haiz..enuff of the lengthy essay haha..i shall go to bed now..nitey everyone..